What? Huh? Wait a minute here....

obeedúid~ gets "the Boot" from Finn Mac Cool....
Giants Causeway October 15th, 2008.

Yeah, I've decided to lay off the episodes of the movies and concentrate on it in its entirety as a finished DVD. Then I'll break it down for the internet later. This photo is a preview of sorts that relates somehow in my warped little leprechaun mind to todays rambling musings....

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I'm thinkin' I might have a handle on just what has been putting me under the weather for the past few days other than let down from Ireland....

"And you may ask yourself

How do I work this?

And you may ask yourself

Where is that large automobile?

And you may tell yourself

This is not my beautiful house!

And you may tell yourself

This is not my beautiful wife!"

"Once in a Lifetime" by The Talking Heads

from "Remain In Light"

(written by David Byrne, Brian Eno)

How did I get here? I've always been all about family, fidelity, all that stuff... Somehow here I am "Happy," but sans spouse.

Its not like I haven't tried... but lets face it, it seems like all of the women who are somewhat stable, and not carrying baggage, are still in that stable relationship with spouse right? Maybe I'm wrong here but it sure seems like all the things I always thought I would have passed me bye, by venture of my age bracket and the fact that I spent too many years trying to fix dysfunctional family situations with women who were a product of that type of environment.

Well, thats good to know anyway. But still... WTF!

I AM HAPPY! ...I'm just missing that one thing, How do I work this...

Or in the words of another Talking Heads Song off the same album:

Im still waiting...Im still waiting...Im still waiting...
Im still waiting...Im still waiting...

Cross-eyed and Painless~

obeedúid~
23/jan/09